Oh por dios. Mi blog cumplió un año el 19/09 y nunca me enteré. Soy una mala madre.
;__; Te amo fly away, te amo ♥.
Por muchos años de giladas más *brinda*

Under

(re)construction.

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La verdad es que no sé de donde sacar las fuerzas para arrancar con tooodo lo que tengo que hacer de dibujo para el viernes o la concentración para estudiar para proyectual y su bendito parcial el día jueves.
Y ni hablar de que se debe venir el parcial de maths y no fui ni a dos clases enteras D: XD Profesor particular need ur gen te.
Me duele la garganta DE NUEVO (a este paso no me curo más) y solo sueño con estar en la cama con mi novio, calentita y haciendo NADA y mirando pelis por horas. (L)
La facultad apesta. (?) No, mentira, de alguna retorcida manera me encanta, pero no a estas horas de la noche xD.
Y mañana a cocinar empanadas (L)

My knife is sharp and chrome, come see inside my bones.
All of the fiends are on the block, I'm the new king, I taste the queen.
In here we are all anemic, in here anemic and sweet.

So go get your knife, go get your knife and come in.
So go get your knife, go get your knife and lay down.
So go get your knife, go get your knife... Now kiss me.

I can float here forever, in this room we can't touch the floor.
In here we're all anemic, in here anemic and sweet.

So go get your knife, go get your knife, and come in.
So go get your knife, go get your knife, and lay down.
So go get your knife, go get your knife ...

Now kiss me

Estoy completamente obsesionada con este tema.. es tan perfecto. Me compraría este cd solo por este tema (aunque no es el único que me gusta, claro.)
Pero es tan.. wicked y a la vez me da tanta paz .. Es retorcido y oscuro, pero de alguna.. "buena" manera.
Lo amo, lo amo, lo amo.

*Home is where the heart is*

*Home is where the heart is*
Cargado originalmente por Laurizm

Heroesheroesheroesheroes.

Volvió nuestra serie, volvió una de nuestras rutinitas y soy tan feliz de poder compartir cosas tan simples con vos y que se vuelvan tan GIGANTES en mi corazón.

Y me encanta que entiendas como yo y poder compartir con vos cosas que me hacen tan feliz y me emocionan tanto energéticamente hablando como ésta serie.


Sos el amor de mi vida (L)~

Epic.

Enough is enough.

Basta de lastimarme. Es horrible como lo hacen y como ni siquiera se dan cuenta o como ni siquiera piensan que es su culpa. Estoy cansada. Para tener amigos así, es preferible no tenerlos at all, si total.. alguien que te ignora no es un amigo. Alguien que te ignora no es nada.
Yo soy chota en millones de cosas.. Pero hay cosas a las que nunca dije que no. Y sin embargo, me pasan por alto. Me pasan completamente por alto. Y las veces que intenté hacer algo yo? No me pasaron por alto? Lo hicieron tantas veces que desistí. Hasta mi novio lo intentó y desistió. Me pregunto que habrá que hacer para formar parte del grupito selecto al que no se pasa por alto...
Y no me importa por qué la verdad, no me importa porque no estoy enojada, no busco un responsable para ir a putearlo y arrancarle la cabeza. Busco sacarme ésta mierda de adentro y sacarme las ganas de llorar.
Piensen que copado que es tener 12 o ..14 amigos en todo el mundo. No mucho más. Y que de esos, salgan..10. Que salgan..bastante seguido, por decirlo asi. Todos juntos o..casi todos. Y que nunca se acuerden de que existís. Copadisimo.
Ya lo dije, no quiero que nadie se atreva a excusarse o a hablarme del tema. Prefiero ignorarlo.
Pero no me deja de doler.
Y tengo mil problemas y estoy muy lejos de ser una amiga perfecta.. pero siempre que me fue posible estuve para una merienda, para una reunion.. Para unas vacaciones.
Bleh, uno se piensa que a la gente le importa un poco más, pero no es así.

So break yourself against my stones <3

Bury all your secrets in my skin, come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins.
The air around me still feels like a cage and love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again.

So if you love me, let me go, and run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate, I don't deserve to have you.
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know.

I still press your letters to my lips and cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss.
I couldn't face a life without your light but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight.

So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint.
My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go.

So break yourself against my stones and spit your pity in my soul.
You never needed any help, you sold me out to save yourself and I won't listen to your shame.
You ran away - You're all the same.
Angels lie to keep control, my love was punished long ago.

If you still care, don't ever let me know.

Hoy creo que me copé con música de otras vidas.

Y antes de que me olvide...

x La tos, gripe, anginas, oloquecornosea me está matando D: Me siento mal >____<

x Tengo que hacer láminas y soy una paja en dos patas, y encima ME SIENTO MAL, lo cual me da más paja de la que tengo generalmente. Y encima quiero hacer cosas y sentirme hiper productive y todas esas cosas.. pero no funciona cuando vos querés poner stop y el mundo te dice "No, no, tenés que llegar al save antes de frenar, o perdés todo." SCREW YOU WORLD (L).

x Terminé de jugar Plants vs. Zombies en poco días y ahora lo estoy jugando de nuevo y SIGO ENGANCHADA.

x Y last (creo) pero no way least: En una semana cumplo 9 meses con mi novio and im very very very extremadamente happy :D ~

Today

"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."

"I think it's better to have someone, even if it hurts, even if it is the most painful thing you have done, even if it's the most painful thing you've ever had to do. I think it's better to have someone."

"Some days ... the whole world seems upside down. And then somehow, and probably, and when you least expect it, the world rights itself again."

"In some ways we grow up; we have families... we get married, divorced... but for the most part we still have the same problems that we did when we were fifteen. No matter how much we grow taller, grow older, we are still forever stumbling... forever wondering, forever... young."

"There comes a point in your life, when you’re officially an adult. Suddenly, you’re old enough to vote, drink and engage in other adult activities. Suddenly, people expect you to be responsible, serious, a grown-up. We get taller, we get older. But do we ever really grow up?"

"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely."

"Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget."

"The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much."

"Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is ... everything."

"We go into medicine because we want to save lives. We go into medicine because we want to do good. We go into medicine for the rush... for the high... for the ride. But, what we remember at the end of most days are the losses. What we lay awake at night replaying is the pain we caused or failed to cure. The lives we ruined or failed to save. So the experience of practicing medicine rarely resembles the goal. The experience too often is as backwards and upside down."

"Some people believe that without history, our lives amount to nothing. At some point we all have to choose: do we fall back on what we know, or do we step forward to something new? It's hard not to be haunted by our past. Our history is what shapes us... what guides us. Our history resurfaces time after time. So we have to remember sometimes the most important history is the history we’re making today."

"The thing about plans is they don't take into account the unexpected, so when we're thrown a curve ball, whether its in the O.R. or in life, we have to improvise. Of course, some of us are better at it than others. Some of us just have to move on to plan B, and make the best of it. And sometimes what we want is exactly what we need. But sometimes, sometimes what we need is a new plan."

"We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still, the expected's just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives."

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

"We are left with a choice. Either let the guilt throw you back into the behavior that got you into trouble in the first place, or learn from the guilt and do your best to move on."

"First, do no harm. As doctors, we pledge to live by this oath. But harm happens and then guilt happens. And there is no oath for how to deal with that. Guilt never goes anywhere on its own, it brings its friends - doubt and insecurity."

Estoy HIGHLY obsesionada con ésta serie. Los guiones me parecen lejos de lo mejor, aunque a veces desvarian un poco xD. Pero las cosas que me dejan cuando terminan..esa sensación de.. vida. Agr, no lo puedo explicar, pero me hace tan, tan bien. S03E13 finished :D y vamos por más ~

Quiero sonreirte y quiero creer que podemos arreglarlo aunque temo.

¿Por qué tengo miedo si sé que estamos destinados a estar juntos?

Será que realmente sé que el destino no es más que nosotros dos...

Pero más allá de vos no hay nada. Más allá, nunca lo hubo.